Sunday, January 12, 2014
Dad, It was just a week ago you left us here on earth. I was sad to see you go. I know it was selfish for me to pray to God to keep you here and suffer. At the time we had our talks on the phone and you tried your best to make me feel better, I didn't know you were hurting inside. I know you didn't want to feel this way. I knew inside that I didn't want to see you this way. I just wanted to stay positive and want to be positive for you. You are not in pain anymore. You can walk without the oxygen, no more dialysis, no more meds. I know this time of year was tough, cause you lost Pop K on New Years day way before I was thought of. I will feel the same pain as you did. I love you Dad. I just wish when I was younger that I said it more. We had our moments life most sons and dads do. I'm so Thankful for everything you have done for Amy and I. We will make sure Mom and safe and taking care of. I know you will too. I want to say so much more. Please Dad I just want to know that your OK. Like our last talk Dad stay safe and I love you. I will talk to you later.
